Verse 1
Blank smiles and wishes I feel like I have come so far Until the moment comes, and I’m gone
Stare at the wall, take a breath Graced by the heat of us Feeling overwhelmed, truth is lost
Chorus
Sitting here with my birthday cake And the singing gets loud, then the candles blow out And the chatter grows late Almost shocked by my self restraint Surrounded with sound, a shot in my mouth couldn’t hear a thing Well, the only thing I can hear is the two of you
Verse 2
Focus on the gray in a field of green The tenderness of something down And i’m lying now, Crying out
Pre-Chorus And the spark was gone Wasn’t seen for months Let the light dim out And the worst was Over a week ago Piled on my shattered bones Stepped all on glass and stone And all I felt was numb
Chorus
Sitting here with my birthday cake And the singing gets loud, then the candles blow out And the chatter grows late Almost shocked by my self restraint Surrounded with sound, a shot in my mouth couldn’t hear a thing Well, the only thing I could hear is the two of you
With my birthday cake Eyes on you With my birthday cake
Bridge
And I’m sorry I stormed out before the ending My bones are bothered and breaking and bending When a month passes now but you can’t get o- Deep rooted feelings I feel that with seasons changing My fears are farther and fighting and frantic When a month passes now and you can’t get over it